17th november......maybe the last

::haihh....tak tau nak cakap cam mane..

sama ada gembira atau sedih...hmm::

cepat2 aku mintk kunci kereta kat ayh aku, sbab nk ambik dye....

smpai2 je trus aku call dye......

aku bawak pg tambun....tp xde tujuan...

last2, stop kat mcd makan....memg aku dah janji ngan dye nk blanje mcd...

as usual...aku xkan mkn dpan dye...knp eh ??

and then bawk dye pg polo....dye nk jmp membe dye....sbab nk bg mcd membe dye pesan...

its okey, janji dye happy...

da settle bg mcd, aku round polo tu ngan dye....

tetibe kluar dr mulut dye.."lepas ni x dapt jumpe dah....adq x datg ipoh dah..."

aku pon tny la knp dye ckp camtu...

dye just jawb "yela, lpas ni adq blik trolak, n then mane ade mase nk dtg ipoh....

baek abg cari dayana blik..."

what ?? perlu ke cakp camtu....asal ayt mcm nk ptus terus je....

kalau x dapat jmp skali pon, bole putus ke hubungan kite...x kan ??

x perlu la cakp camtu....memg adq duk jauh...tp still abg bole smpai kat umah adq tu...

still bole contact kan...laen kali kalau nk keluar kan ayt, pikir dulu maknenye...

terase kot...time anta adq abg diam je an...

abg terase dgn ape yg adq ckp tu...

smpai nk suruh cari dayana blik...x perlu laa...

abg knal adq dr abg umur 5 taun...then, kite lost contact..

jmp blik kan...abg xnak kite lost contact blik...

please...jgn buat abg cm tu blik...abg nak sgt kite dapt celebrate 1 year kite jd adq bradik angkat ni...12.12.12....abg tgu trikh tu adq....adq x dapt turun ipoh, abg sgup dtg trolak tuh...

janji, jgn tgal kan abg...bnyk kali kan kite gadoh...

tp abg x pnah pon nk ptus...dah lame kite knal, b4 this kite kawn biasa...

biler kite ptus, abg still x leh lupe adq...i'lll never forget the sweet moment that we had done togethor...trust me....citer kite kecik2 pon abg ingat adq...

please, abg xnak kite lost contact lg...ckup la 8 taun adq ilang........

i can't stand for that anymore....

::from me, write in full of sadness and tears...::